i bought a small notebook at tar’je (target); its a small accessory I want to have with me all times. Its important to write things down.
Im working on the TLM site. Its going pretty well and I think its heading in the right direction. I’ve gotten a lot of inpiration from studio AKT. they design clean sites. It wont be that pretty, but it will sure as hell function like one of their pages. meanwhile, everyone in the band is pulling weight and working hard towards our goal. i dont want to be in an office the rest of my life. I just wasnt meant for it.
Im listening to some crazy ass hardcore metal right now and its making the office environment a much different place. outside of my headphones everything is practically still…. but in my head there is a cacophony of choas pushing me at every second and reminding me not to fall asleep. i’m glad the band has decided to go a bit harder. I want cradle of filth, i want blood brothers with better vocals, i want the hardest we cna come up with. its up to me to make it sound pretty. oh, and backup screaming will be handled as well. :o)
i had a strange dream last night… the hard to find, but the way it is in my head, with a broken down piano outside that only has about 30 working keys and I always play c minor on it… just sounds the best. you know you’re a musician when you start writing music in your dreams. of course, this is my calling.
i saw pageant of the masters last night. no words can describe the beauty of this. it is in one of the most beautiful places in southern california, with some of the ugliest and most egotistical people in that region as well. despite all of those people though, you cant help but stare in awe and amazement at what gets put on that stage. its really miraculous and utterly gorgeous. its almost like something out of a dream or a hallucinogenic stupor; it does not seem real at all.